A good day? Here's hoping...
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Life Goes On
I'm going to be honest and say that (excluding Monday) this has been one of the shittiest weeks I've had in a while. Will today be better? So far, so good. Then again, I wouldn't want to tempt fate too much. At least my daily cards look good. I got:
* Something I need to know - Le Soleil (Sun)
* Why it's important - 4 de Bastons (4 of Wands)
* Advice - 3 d'Epees (3 of Swords)
I took that to mean that I'll find a way to deal with all the recent annoyances, and that they will help me discover what makes me shine. There's also high potential for fun with friends. These things are important because they will help me to manifest my passions and to be confident enough to use my intuition to help me on my path. The 4 shows 2 lovely fully blossomed flowers and leaves coming out from the Bastons. I feel like that shows the great potential. The 3 d'Epees is telling me to plan, plan, plan and to get it in writing. I think it's telling me to get a good understanding of what it is that I want and to work toward it. It's telling me to integrate my thoughts with my goals. No discouragement and self-sabotage. Looks good, no?

Since I know that my job will be ending, I don't really feel like getting much done at work. I had motivation problems before, but now they're ten times worse. Why bother when I'm not going to reap the benefits or even get to see the results?

This weekend I'm starting my new job search in earnest. It won't help my motivation (and slight bitterness) issues, but it will help me see my immediate future in a more positive light. Hopefully, it'll also land me a job I want. I'm trying to break into the publishing biz, which will be challenging, but ultimately fruitful.

Seems to be a brain diarrhea day, but hey, mental diarrhea is better than an overall shitty day. Certainly more interesting.